 Wednesday, May 10, 2006
It's already past 5 in the morning, and I can't seem to fall asleep. My flight to Manila is at 2pm. My bag isn't packing itself. My brain is throbbing in my skull. There's way too much crap floating through my mind right now.
Yes, I'm off to Manila in a few hours. Things happened so fast that it's hard to explain. All I know is that this is an escape from everything that's making me crazy. It's a chance for me to take a step back and get things into perspective. It was supposed to be very different. Things should be perfect, but they're far from it.
It's a week before my 25th birthday. Where is everything leading? Am I making any progress or is this fucking carousel going to take me for another spin? A while back, I felt certain my life was going in the right direction, but right now it's like I just got kicked in the teeth and tumbled backwards again. In my mind, there is still that one constant driving me on. She'll always be my goal... |
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